
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Job 38-42 (God speaks)

Monday, December 11, 2006
small churches
"in small churches policy is decided by many, and ministry is done by a few. In large churches ministry is done by many, and policy is decided by a few."
"The smaller church by its nature gives immature, outspoken, opinionated, and broken members far more power over the whole body. Since everyone knows everyone else, when a family or small group of members express strong opposition to the direction set by the pastor and leaders, that small group’s misery can hold the whole congregation hostage. If they threaten to leave, the majority of people will urge the leaders to desist in their project. It is extremely difficult to get complete consensus from a group of 50-150 people about program and direction, especially in today’s diverse, fragmented society. Yet in smaller churches there is an unwritten rule that most everyone must be happy with any new initiative in order for it to be implement. Leaders of small churches must be brave enough to lead and to confront immature members in spite of its unpleasantness. "
Thursday, November 30, 2006
love

I pray that you… …grasp how high and long and wide and deep is the love of Christ
Jesus loves us passionately.
It’s very easy to reduce our faith, our relationship with Him, to a philosophy, a worldview, a system of beliefs, an academic exercise, a culture, a hobby. It’s none of those things, it’s a love affair.
Jesus loves us and pursues us passionately. I am not included in His forgiveness because he died for the human race and I happen to be one of them. He died for ME.
That’s the love that surpasses knowledge (Ephesians 3:19)
Monday, November 27, 2006
ephesians 5

Friday, November 24, 2006
job 22-37 (debate round 3)

Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Ephesians 4

Thursday, November 16, 2006
Job 15-21 (debate round 2)

One of the mistakes that Job's friends are making are that they are trying to explain something that they, or Job, can't really understand - why isJob suffering.
When people are suffering and crying out to God asking why, I hope I don't follow Bildad's example and start a theological debate. There are some things we can't explain about why God does or doesn't do something and that's alright. He wouldn't be much of a God if humans could get Him all worked out. We might not understand, but we know He's in control and He knows what's best for us far better than we do.
Monday, November 13, 2006
dry bones
Epehsians 3
I need to be a servant of the gospel and so I need to work out what that is. Again, like in 2:10 - what are the good works that God has got for me to do?
v10 The purpose is that, through the church, the complicated, many sided wisdom of God in all its variety and innumerable aspects might now be made known. (AMP)
Why does it have to be through the church?! That makes it so much more difficult! The fact is, the many-sided aspects of God can not be revealed just through me and my own personal relationship with Him. Christianity is about community, you can’t be a lone ranger, even though I would like to be! Father, Son and Holy Spirit are in relationship with each other and, if we are not in relationships, then we are missing out on something of God. I want all I can get of God and so unfortunately that means I can’t cut myself off from others. I’ve got to be in the messy world that is living in close community.
v12 tells me that I can approach God with freedom and confidence through what Jesus has done. There's no way an unrighteous sinner like me should be able to confidently and freely approach God. But I can through Jesus.
Paul's priorities when he's praying for the Ephesians are all about their spiritual growth. My prayers shouldn't be so focused on circumstances. Paul certainly wasn't focused on his (prison).
God's love is the most important thing. I need to be rooted in it and understand how big it is. When I take my focus off God's great love for me that was shown by Jesus' death, I've got my priorities wrong
God can do immeasurably more than I can ask or imagine. I need to raise my puny expectations of Him a bit!
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Job 3-14 (debate round 1)

Ephesians 2

Without Jesus I am:
- dead in sin
- disobediant
- following the devil
- living for my sinful nature
- an object of God's wrath
Through Jesus I am:
- alive
- saved by grace
- seated with Jesus in the heavenly realms!
v10 - what are the good works God has got for me to do? Why waste my time doing anything else?
v11-22 Reconciliation: Jesus brought it between Jews and Gentiles and can do it between anyone today.
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Job 1-2 (prologue)

- blameless - the word used (tam) literally translates as perfect, used to describe the animals without blemish needed for sacrifice. When it's used to describe humans does it actually mean sinless and pefect? because surely thats impossible. either way, obvioulsy Job was a man of integrity in his relationship with God.
- upright - following God's laws
- God fearing - "the fear of God is the beginning of wisdom" (psalm 110:10, proverbs 9:10, proverbs 15:33)
- evil-shunning - again, integrity
v4-5 were job's children party animals? Job's sacrifices were general sacrifices of atonement, not necessarily to do with specific sins, but its obvious that he took his family's relationship with God very seriously.
v20-21 At this, Job got up and tore his robe and shaved his head. Then he fell to the ground in worship and said: "Naked I came from my mother's womb, and naked I will depart. The LORD gave and the LORD has taken away; may the name of the LORD be praised."
This is absolutely amazing. He's just lost pretty much everything including his children, he's obviously gutted about it (tearing robes, shaving head) but he worships God. I think I know what God should or shouldn't be doing/giving to me. But God gives and takes away and who am I to think I know better? Why are more of my prayers about God resolving specific situations than about praising Jesus for who He is? This scene shows why God thinks so much of Job in the first place, He is totally loyal.
v11-13 I tend to always think of Job's friends as not really good friends because of what happens later in the book but its obvious from this that they do care for him. Sitting in silence with someone for 7 days to share their grief is hardcore.
Monday, October 30, 2006
Ephesians 1

v3-14
Paul basically goes off on one about how mint God is! The foundation for everything we do comes from an understanding of God and His character. That is the motive for all our worship. If that's not the motive we end up burning out or missing out on some of the "spiritual blessings of every kind" that God has in store for us.
I don't need to try harder, or have a clear plan of how to proceed. I just need to know more of God
v15-23
Paul's prayer for the ephesians reflects all the above. He prays that the Ephesians will:
- know Jesus better (v17)
- Know the inheritance/hope we have in Jesus (v18)
- know the power we have through Jesus (v19)
- know that Jesus is God and above any earthly powers (v20-23)
My prayers for people tend to be much more focused on needs/circumstances instead of the emphasis on getting more of a revelation of who Jesus is.
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
African Children's Choir
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
humility

Some times (most of the time for me) we don't get God's simple meesages about humility and so he has to knock us down a peg or two with circumstances...
David - humbled by commiting adultery with Bathsheba
Peter - humbled by denying Jesus 3 times
Paul - humbled by having Jesus kick his butt on the road to damascus
God's humbled me twice now using a pathetic bathroom. Both times, in the midst of DIY disasters, things not going my way and me being totally out of control, God has reminded me that he is the man in charge. Any puny amount of control I think I've got over my life is only what he gives. He can give and take away.
I'm proud about being level headed, calm, patient etc. but I'm none of those things when it comes to the bathroom. Without God I'm helpless. That goes for the bathroom and everywhere else.
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
2 Corinthians 4
4 we need to pray for people that their minds/eyes would be opened where they have been blinded y the "god of this age". we need the veil to be lifted
7 jars of clay/earthen vessels. Again everything we have comes from God and we want it to reflect his Glory, not ours
8-10 why are they not totally defeated even though things sound pretty bad (hard pressed on every side)? Because Jesus died, rose again and lives in us (v10)
15 All things happen so grace can spread and cause thanksgiving and glory to God
17 Light affliction! understatement? not when compared to the eternal reward. Any trouble we can experience is light compared to that.
18 don't look to the temporary, seen things of this world but look at the eternal, unseen things. That's what Paul was doing in v8-10, 17 etc
Weigh the cost of discipleship against the eternal weight of glory being prepared for us and there's no contest.
Don't settle for second best!
2 Corinthians 3
5 anything we have comes from God
14-16 we need God to reveal his word to us - remove the veil
17 freedom - everyone's desperate for it. the only place you can find it is with the Spirit of the Lord
18 ever increasing glory, being transformed from glory to glory. mint!
2 Corinthians 2
5-11 unforgiveness leaves an opportunity for the devil to gain an advantage over us.
14-15 we are the fragrance of Christ. What do I smell like to other people? Are they associating the Christ's fragrance with a dirty stench because of me?
17 we speak in the sight of God in Christ. So watch what you say!
2 Corinthians 1
3-4 God comforts us in all our troubles so that we can comfort others. There's no problem where he wont comfort us but its not self indulgent. Like anything we receive form Jesus it's designed to be given back out.
9 they despaired of life, but apparently that was good because it taught them to rely more on God and less on themselves. Help me to react to times of despair by relying more on God.
12 they conducted themselves well but it wasn't down to themselves, it was down to the grace of God. Anything good I do, it's only by the grace of God.
21 we are established in Christ and anointed by God. What a totally undeserved honour.
22 the Holy Spirit has sealed us and is the guarantee of what's to come.
Sunday, August 06, 2006
unseen
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
wisdom and knowledge

colossians 2:2-4
2My purpose is that they may be encouraged in heart and united in love, so that they may have the full riches of complete understanding, in order that they may know the mystery of God, namely, Christ, 3in whom are hidden all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge. 4I tell you this so that no one may deceive you by fine-sounding arguments.
knowledge and wisdom are treasures but they are found in Jesus, not things of the world. In fact the wisdom of God seems like foolishness to us, and thats because we couldn't possibly expect to be able to understand him or have him all worked out with our puny logic.
The attitude of the world says we should flaunt what knowledge we've got and, if not, blag it as if we know what we talking about. I don't want to be too afraid or too proud to admit that I don't know everything, I haven't got everything figured out and I'm just trying to trust Jesus.
Thursday, July 13, 2006
what's the point
God has chosen to make known among the Gentiles the glorious riches of this mystery, which is Christ in you, the hope of glory.
The glorious mystery that I can have Jesus in me, such an amazing gift, should be all the motivation I need. I should look to that instead looking for earthly signs of "progress" to motivate me.
Colossians 1:28-29
28We proclaim him, admonishing and teaching everyone with all wisdom, so that we may present everyone perfect in Christ. 29To this end I labor, struggling with all his energy, which so powerfully works in me.
presenting everyone perfect in Christ is a difficult job to say the least. Is a good job that we are struggling with HIS energy, not our own.
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
turn around

21Once you were alienated from God and were enemies in your minds because of your evil behavior. 22But now he has reconciled you by Christ's physical body through death to present you holy in his sight, without blemish and free from accusation
What a U turn! We were alienated from God, enemies doing evil things. But because Jesus died we are now able to be presented holy, without blemish and free from accusation! Woah there. Absolutely mint! Lord, help me never to forget how much you've done for me.
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
praying for people

10And we pray this in order that you may live a life worthy of the Lord and may please him in every way: bearing fruit in every good work, growing in the knowledge of God, 11being strengthened with all power according to his glorious might so that you may have great endurance and patience, and joyfully 12giving thanks to the Father, who has qualified you to share in the inheritance of the saints in the kingdom of light. 13For he has rescued us from the dominion of darkness and brought us into the kingdom of the Son he loves, 14in whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins.
What a prayer! What are my prayers for other people like? A lot of the time they are focussed on needs. People's relationship with Jesus is more important than their needs and Paul's prayer for the Colossians certainly reflects that.
fruit

All over the world this gospel is bearing fruit and growing, just as it has been doing among you since the day you heard it and understood God's grace in all its truth.
If I understand and grasp God's grace, how unworthy I am and what he's done for me, then I should automatically be growing and bearing fruit. I'm sorry that a lot of the time I take it for granted.
Monday, July 10, 2006
high places

Solomon decided to compromise and do what the people around him were doing and build high places to worship other gods. Then for years, Kings who were trying to do God's will ignored these high places and left them there.
I might not be building an altar to Molech the detestable god in my back garden, but what are the high places in my life, the areas where I've compromised and copied the people around me?
Monday, June 26, 2006
words vs actions

If anyone has material possessions and sees his brother in need but has no pity on him, how can the love of God be in him? Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth.
I don't want to be someone who talks a good game but doesn't actually do anything.
Friday, June 23, 2006
living for something
Living for Jesus involves being willing to put in the hard yards. Making good decisions about the little things day-in, day-out.
If "we live for what we believe" then it looks like a lot of the time I believe that I am the most important person in the world, because that's who I live for most of the time.
enemy of God
the tongue

With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse men, who have been made in God's likeness. Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing. My brothers, this should not be. Can both fresh water and salt water flow from the same spring? My brothers, can a fig tree bear olives, or a grapevine bear figs? Neither can a salt spring produce fresh water.
I need to watch what I say in general, but specifically what I say about other people according to this verse. I don't want to curse men who have been made in God's likeness, even though its very easy to do.
Monday, June 12, 2006
the wind

The wind blows wherever it pleases. You hear its sound, but you cannot tell where it comes from or where it is going. So it is with everyone born of the Spirit.
That should make me one of the most unpredictable people around. Is that what I'm like? Listening to the Spirit and following wherever and whenever? Or do I ignore the Spirit and keep doing predictable, comfortable things?
God seem to love operating outside of logic or common sense - so why am I so keen on using those to determine everything I do?
Friday, June 09, 2006
possessions

Phillipians 4:12
I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want
"If there is something you own that you can't give away, you don't own it - it owns you" (Albert Schweitzer)
Do I own my possessions or do they own me. I need to learn the secret of being content in all circumstances. In a materialistic culture, I need to keep myself well in check.
Thursday, June 08, 2006
arrogance
?
1As he went along, he saw a man blind from birth. 2His disciples asked him, "Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?"
3"Neither this man nor his parents sinned," said Jesus, "but this happened so that the work of God might be displayed in his life".
Was this man specifically born blind so that God's power should be shown? Or was the fact that he had been born blind used by God to show His power?seeking
I try to rush it too often. I need to recognise it as a process and be patient.
Psalm 100:4
Enter his gates with thanksgiving
and his courts with praise;
give thanks to him and praise his name.
That's the first part of the process. Instead of just asking god for stuff straight away or anything else like that, it needs to start with thanksgiving and praise. I need to approach God by recognising who He is, what He's done and how much He deserves my worship.
Friday, May 26, 2006
one thing
As Jesus and his disciples were on their way, he came to a village where a woman named Martha opened her home to him. She had a sister called Mary, who sat at the Lord's feet listening to what he said. But Martha was distracted by all the preparations that had to be made. She came to him and asked, "Lord, don't you care that my sister has left me to do the work by myself? Tell her to help me!"
"Martha, Martha," the Lord answered, "you are worried and upset about many things, but only one thing is needed. Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from her."
Its easy for me to get distracted. Even good, worthwile things that need doing can sometimes distract us from Jesus. Sometimes its because its more comfortable to be in the kitchen like martha, than it is to be at Jesus feet. His presence is challenging."only one thing is needed". It's all about Jesus.
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
taking a risk
Hebrews 11 talks about "giants" of faith and they took some serious risks. I want to be living out of my depth, where, if Jesus doesn't come through, I'm going to drown.
jesus had a bad attitude!

"Large crowds were traveling with Jesus, and turning to them he said: "If anyone comes to me and does not hate his father and mother, his wife and children, his brothers and sisters—yes, even his own life—he cannot be my disciple. And anyone who does not carry his cross and follow me cannot be my disciple... ...In the same way, any of you who does not give up everything he has cannot be my disciple." [Matthew 20:25-33]
I wonder how many people left after that speech and how many stayed?
He was either a mental case or the Son of God.
As the Son of God its impossible to try and "work out" Jesus or put him into a nice little box that I can fully understand. Of course I can't fully understand God, it would be like an ant being able to understand how a human thinks, feels, acts.
I need to recognise that otherness of God and rejoice about it, because it God was more like me, the world would be in a right mess!
Monday, May 22, 2006
tears

Acts 20:36-38
[after Paul has said goobye to the ephesians] "When he had said this, he knelt down with all of them and prayed. They all wept as they embraced him and kissed him. What grieved them most was his statement that they would never see his face again. Then they accompanied him to the ship."
The situation with Dave leaving was one I hadn't really been in before - everyone crying and saying goodbye - and it reminded me of this passage (except for the fact that we will see Dave again). If that's how people can love each other, how much more can/does God love? Its ridiculous.
Dave has been a great example of someone striving to live like Jesus - he showed love to everyone, he would not compromise on following the word of God, and his integrity was unquestionable. All stuff I need to remember.
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
now!

The truth is that if we're waiting for the perfect situation before we start doing things, it will never happen.
Jesus said...
Do you not say, 'Four months more and then the harvest'? I tell you, open your eyes and look at the fields! They are ripe for harvest. (John4:35)
Spreading the message of Jesus is a task to get on with now. I don't need to wait for the structures, procedures, weather to be spot on before I start.
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
how long?

Why does God sometimes take so long to act? I know that his timing isn't the same as ours and he knows best and all that stuff, but I seem to have that in my mind as - we might have to wait a few days. or maybe a week.
When your in the middle of a long situation its difficult to see past it. I just want Him to act. I suppose it's how David felt...
Psalm 13:1-3
How long, O LORD ? Will you forget me forever? How long will you hide your face from me?How long must I wrestle with my thoughts and every day have sorrow in my heart? How long will my enemy triumph over me? Look on me and answer, O LORD my God.
Sometimes God will act powerfully and turn around a situation. But sometimes he might say - My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness (2 Cor 12:9). I need to be prepared for both.
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Sven goes crazy

So Sven has picked Theo Walcott for England's world cup squad. He's 17, never played first team football, he's one of only 4 strikers picked (and 2 of those are currently injured) and Sven has never actually watched him play a match!
Foolish? Maybe, but it makes you think about how God operates in a similar way. I certainly don't look like a good prospect for doing his work on the earth but he's backing me anyway.
1 Corinthians 1:26-29
Brothers, think of what you were when you were called. Not many of you were wise by human standards; not many were influential; not many were of noble birth. But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. He chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things—and the things that are not—to nullify the things that are, so that no one may boast before him.
It may not be logical or sensible for Sven to pick Theo, it's certainly not logical or sensible for God to want to use me. Fortunately he does it anyway.